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Atlantis bound ๐Ÿ˜ @sammjennerich  (at Philadelphia International Airport Terminal A-East)
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Why can’t I just be like everyone else. Why do I have to question everything and have endless thoughts of nothing but things that stress me and give me anxiety. I lose myself in my mind and I constantly have these incredibly bizarre thoughts…some genius but the others are absolutely insane. I really scare myself sometimes. Why I feel the random need to slice my own flesh and watch myself bleed. It’s almost inhuman how sick I make myself. Everyday I try so hard to be happy, I smile and laugh and try to see the good in things but there’s this black smoke surrounding me and I’m just waiting for the cloud to lift. I feel like I’m drowning inside of my own body and it’s terrifying. I hate it, I hate how quickly my emotions take over every aspect of my being in a matter of seconds. It hurts to admit but I honestly feel like one day this curse will be the death of me, either an overdose or another suicide attempt.
As happy as others make me, I know that I am the only one that can really help myself. I just want to be saved.


But no one can save you from yourself.


1 week ago // 1 note
bl-ossomed:

still one of my favorite posts

“I think life presents to you over and over again your biggest and most painful fear – until you conquer it. It just keeps coming up.”  – Emma Watson
To plant a garden is to believe in tomorrow. Audrey Hepburn (via skiens)

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1 week ago // 36,426 notes
No one makes me smile the way you do. ๐Ÿ’ž @youngstunna732

holyghoul:

im just a human bean

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2 weeks ago // 45,916 notes

unicornbl000d:

Oh, so women canโ€™t dress how they want because men canโ€™t control their sexual urges? When dogs canโ€™t control their sexual urges, we cut off their balls.

I think Iโ€™m onto something here.

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